Improvementation!

Improvementation? I bet u guys cant find the word in any dictionary. but i dun care. i love to create my own words :P

Btw, after one sleepless night with excel lessons, i managed to improve my score in the exam. I wish i can do as well as this in the real exam (it will be in next 2 hours!).

Here is my result :

MICROSOFT EXCEL EXAM » create assessment

Friends, pls pray for my success ok..I really want this job!

Wt love,

Cik Meow

Live update from the company lounge :P

Interview

Tomorrow, im gonna have a job interview with Service Source International. The position is not related to my field but i will try my best.

I need to know about CRM, quoting, and also expert in Excel. But as a multimedia student, i never used Microsoft Excel in my life. So, it is really gonna be a big challenge for me.

To overcome my weakness in Excel, i tried to take an Excel exam. And this is my result :

For the first time ever in my life, i scored F in a exam :(

I'm a bit scared and nervous about the interview tomorrow. Pls pray for my success!

The nervous one.

Cik Meow

I MISS THEM!

Student life always gv good memories to us. I really miss those moments with the people i used to be closed friends before; Reena, Wanie, Waniey Eng, Naza and Farah. The friends that do the "stupid" thing wt me back then. I still remember the moment when we bought McD and ate it at the carpark late at night. Remember we staying up at night to finish our DF assignment and going crazy bcoz of the cowgum (art gum). The day that we are going so far to KL just to find a printing shop that open on Sunday. The challenge that u guys gv me; to eat a small plate of chilies. Hair Saloon Trip. Karaoke hours. J-Drama hours at NEA. Going to the bar just to enjoy the music. Watching a movie and replaying the soundtrack till morning. Stalking people that we like. Our outings, our hang out, our time spent to do those little crazy thing, i really do miss them. Hope someday we will be able to meet and spend the time together like we used to do before..

Iftar

Wanie & Waniey

Iftar 2009

The meeting..

Co-curricular activities

MPM's video shoot

The concert

The race

A team

After a race..with Reena & Farah

Ex-roomate 2009

Waiting

miss those smiles

Reena & Naza :)

I am really sorry if as u guys knw me, I hv done something that hurt u. I knw i have been complaint a lot back then. I knw that i hv done something terrible on our project, something that tarnished our friendship. Even that is not my decision alone, as a group leader, yeah i will take the responsibility to be blamed. I dun mind but I am really sorry about that. I want to say it since long time ago but i was too shy to mention it or even to face u guy; my fault is too big to be forgiving.

So, with this opportunity, with my biggest pleasure, I want to apologize to all of u in everything that i ever hurt u, emotionally, mentally and/or physically. I also wanna let u guys knw that i love all of u and always cherish our friendship since the first day we knw each other, 10-06-2010..

p/s pls accept my sincere apology..

Peace and Love,

Cik Meow (=^_^=)v

Love Stroke

One evening, a week before Mr. Sayang (MS) left Malaysia, a conversation begins,

Meow : Sayang, are u sure that u love me?

MS : Sure. I told u, remember. U, what about u? *noted that "remember" is his fav word :P*

Meow : Of coz i do love u..But why (u love me)?
MS : Haha..why do u ask? I told u before, remember? *yeah i asked before.but the answer is still the same like this :P*
Meow : And when does it started?

MS : I will tell u when i'm about to go, at the airport, ok?
Meow : But why not now? *as usual, stubborn me*

MS : It will be more sweeter if i told u before i left. If i told u nw, it will be just a normal confession. I promise i will call u before i go.

Meow : Ok then. I'll be waiting for ur call.

*and the conversation continues*

The time that we have waiting for has come. I cant follow him to the airport because of some circumstances. So, i just waiting for his call, which is few hours late (from the promise time) because of luggage issues.

MS : Sorry i'm late....*explaining what happened there*

Meow : It's ok sayang. understood.

MS : Now i'm in the boarding queue. We have like 2 minutes to talk. So, let's get to the point. I love ....*he started to explain about that moment; when love first stroke his heart..i was shocked to hear that coz i never expect that is the moment he fall for me*

I cant expose the details here coz it maybe will hurt someone's feeling. But from the situation that he told me, i'm so sure that it is on my first day(first time?) being in Desaria Villa, 23-Jan-2011 *i hv this date noted in my diary*. We have being introduced by my boyfriend our friend nearby the foodcourt on my way to go to the taxi stand. Then it takes few months for us to start being friend and fall for each other.

And surprisingly, today, i feel like checking on his previous post on FB and found this:

so, u change ur relationship status on FB after u saw me?

k. now i believe that u fall for me on that time :P

Peace and love,

Cik Meow (=^_^=)<3

The Final Date

22-July-2011

i still remember

+ our last outing, a day before u left

+ ur face i last saw in the train

+ the last time u said those three words to me face to face, even when people are looking at us

+ ur last word before u fly, on ur way into the plane

+ everything that happened on the day and a day before

Actually, i remember all the time that we are together, even when u came to see me for less than 5 minutes.

I miss u so much sayang. Pls come back here soon :)

22-07-11 is the date that change myself, to completely i dunno who i am. the sadness n the fear changed everything. but ur 1st call from there really changed everything back, almost to their normal state. thx sayang.

p/s i never said gudbye before u left bcoz im hoping to see u soon.

The Exposure!

Today my heart suggests me to write about Mr. Boyfie. So, here i am to write some intro about him.Let's get started!

*sorry..real image will be revealed soon*

Name : Mr. Sayang

Age : 25

D.O.B : 4-days-after-mine, 1986

Tribe : Hausa..never heard before?

Origin : Part of Africa

Status : ex-student of LUCT Cyberjaya, currently working wt his family

So, that is the profile of my man. n hell yeah, he is a black, african, or whatever u want to call it. I don't mind about bad perception people have on me just because i'm dating a black guy. People always reminds me of how bad african is. Yeah, i couldn't disagree with them. But for me, every society/country have their own good and bad people. So, this doesn't mean that all africans are bad and all malays are good. We need to choose our friends carefully, ryt?..

Some people do ask me why do i choose black over my own people.. My answer is simple, they knw how to respect us as a Muslim women. Sorry, i didn't means to say that Malays don't knw how to respect us but from my experience of dating Malays or meeting with the guy that i suppose to date, they are likely trying to touch me (e.g hands) on the first met. n u knw how important the first impression is, do u?.. yeah, not all malays are like that. I don't streotype them but as for now, i didn't found yet the one that really not doing that. mybe i should find them out of my friends circle. And that is not the only reason i chose them. Their bonus point is they have been raised in a very Islamic culture/environment. Way more Islamic than our country. So, their lifestyle are influenced by these Islamic values and i love it. After all, religion is a main factor for us to choose our partner. Even i'm not a good Muslimah, i ought to choose someone better to guide me & prevent me from doing bad thing, am i?

I think this is only the matter of choice. We are free to choose who we want to love and i chose to be with him and love him. I am really sorry if any of my word are abusive to some people. I just pointed out my opinion from my point of view. There is nothing right and wrong in this matters. I am really sorry if i do hurts anyone feeling, ok?

*i do apologize a lot coz i knw this is sensitive issues that can lead to racism.i'm sorry again*

With Love,

Cik Meow

New start (again?)

As i promised before (and i failed to do so), i'm trying so hard to keep this blog updated. So, here i come again, updating this blog once a year :P

ok..mybe i forgot to update this blog because i'm too bz updating my other blog, the academic one. So, i will forgive myself for once. and here is my other blog (will not be updated again) : CikMeow's FYP..

Finally, i graduated from MMU wt 3.++ pointer (but still considered as 2nd class lower distinction T___T). My convocation will be held in this coming October, few days before my birthday. And now, I'm still looking for a right job for myself (i just quit from my first job in KJ..it is so bad).

so, the reasons why i'm back to this blog is because i'm missing my boyfie so badly and i do want to talk about him (but i dont want to do it on my FB) as a way for me to keep the feeling alive deep in my heart. Thus, this blog will be my platform of sharing things (but not too personal thing coz he might dont like it).

That's it from me..pls enjoy my writing.

With Love,

Cik Meow.